Early nomadic humans often sought refuge in caves. Eventually over time their hunting and tool-making skills enabled them to live outside on farm and small villages. But after the climate debacle made farming pointless people with skills left the towns and farm and returned to the caves. My dream starts at the mountain where the survivors left on three distinct tiers: bottom, middle, and top-level caves. most successful survivors now dwelled near the icy mountaintop.
The original cave dwellers originally sought ready-made caverns on the bottom with good access to hunting for prey, fruits, and nuts. Then the more skilled ones went up to the middle mountain level to carve out their own caves. They used primitive tools to enlarge openings and create separate rooms. The mountain was then connected with a system of pathways.
And finally, the younger ones established a line of caves in the upper snow capped region of the mountain. Collectively the mountain became a commerce hub with raw materials gathered at the base, then processed in the middle, and finally assembled into usable clothing, tools and food storage devices. The excess was taken by the top wellers to special sites for trading with extra-terrestrial visitors who left behind sophisticated medicines, digital tools, and directions for all the artifacts that were to following like plumbing, oven cooking, and battery operated consumer goods. Continue reading “Return to the caves”
Let me tell you about knives.
The first knife came when my mother was 14.
Water was running hard in the sink splattering the dishes my mother was washing while screaming at her little brother, nine years old and left in her charge. “You need to clean the house. I am not going to do all the work around here. You need to get your butt moving. You’re old enough to take some responsibility, god damn it.” Flowery kitchen curtains rustled in the tiny rented house. Must be from the vibration of sound because the Georgia air was still and heavy. He was screaming, “You aren’t my mother. You can’t tell me what to do.”
He didn’t bother mentioning his father, since his father pretended that he didn’t exist. Convinced that despite the fact that this scrawny beanpole of a boy with ears sticking out like a mouse looked just like him, this couldn’t possibly be his child. His wife must have had an affair, like he did. After all he couldn’t possibly be the one at fault. It was her fault. She had never really loved him. He was her consolation prize after being left at the altar. Continue reading “Let me tell you about knives”
You can hear the buzzing from a hundred yards, like a lawn mower but this is poor Southern California, so no one has a lawn to mow, just rocks and concrete. Rows of houses look exactly the same. This neighborhood could look middle class, except for the lack of grassy lawn where the wasting waterers claim their class. The closer you get to the border, the poorer and browner it gets, “the inner city” on the city’s edge. The poor whites live tucked away on streets like this, hiding inside a decaying façade of financial stability.
The façade of our house is broken open by the buzzing. It sounds like the buzzing of an air conditioning system. As you get closer it is clear this buzzing is alive. Bees are buzzing in and out of the hive that hangs over our front door. We leave it open because, who is going to break into a house buzzing with bees? They are our own private security system. They lived here before us and will after us. We take a deep breath and run. Surprisingly none of us have ever been stung.
I have no idea how old our two housemates are. When you are a child, everyone seems old. Tim is a grizzled white man with rumpled clothes and the stench of stale alcohol and houselessness. He drinks orange juice every morning, mixed with vodka. Tim has a very cool car; a black mustang with black interior. It is uncomfortable because of the hard rubber seats baking with no air conditioning in the inland heat. He is always busy doing nothing; standing close when I watch television like some sort of pigeon waiting for me to drop crusts. I watch a lot of television while Mommy is out. It is hard for me to keep track of when she has a job and when she doesn’t. They run like water through a dam abandoned by the beavers. Continue reading “Calle De Vida (Street of Life)”
Dazzling light, gusty winds, constant machine roar and sky of a ferocious blue: It’s early morning in Port Newark, New Jersey, winter of 1998. The port is a city of symmetrical, artificial planes, its metal face to the sea. Cranes are everywhere, robotic arms thrown back in the wind, waving to someone in the sky who never arrives. With every glance, I see disorder, wear and dankness in schematic patterns. It bears some resemblance to a sci-fi movie, with strange structures adapted for an alien world. Yet, it is really like nowhere else but other ports.
Today, I’m visiting the big ocean-going ships with Reuben Tompkins, a Seamen’s Church Institute chaplain. Originally from Jamaica, he is a tall black man in his thirties who grew up in Brooklyn. I have never seen what SCI actually does. I am an office worker far from the action.
We approach the first ship. The gangway is a rope ladder covered with oil and grease, and we hoist ourselves aboard. The crew is Russian. So many sensitive, haunted faces are here! Several immediately accept our offer to drive them into the city. The vessel has TV, VCR, and tapes. We add books. As I write notes on a legal pad, I suddenly notice fear on some crewmen’s faces. Most are old enough to remember communism during the Soviet Union, I reflect. Not enough time has elapsed since there were other watchers and listeners, writing notes on pads of paper. I put my writing away. Continue reading “Moments on the ships at Port Newark”
I’m a Taurus. Astrologists say that we are earth people. Grounded. This may explain my joy of gardening. Earthworms, bugs, or buzzing bees do not bother me. The never-ending growth of weeds or the avalanche of autumn leaves do not bother me. I am not even bothered by my occasional pollen-induced sneeze or watery eyes (I have medication for that). What bothers me is not being able to spend time in the garden.
That has been my plight the last few years. But my dear friends, who are somewhat up in age, helped me to course-correct when they mentioned that they were looking for someone to take care of their gardens. I jumped at the opportunity, and I mean jumped. They explained there would be weeding, planting, pruning, deadheading, and watering. With each function, my spirit soared higher, evident by my widening grin. They added that there were four gardens on their property to tend.
What? Only four? I thought. Continue reading “The resuscitation gardens”
The following is an excerpt from a longer working piece called “Dreaming During the Pandemic”.
Dave and I met where two educational roads cross, at the juncture of vocational training and special education. He worked in the North Thurston School District and I was in the Olympia School District. We began attending conferences together and eventually got to work together when I joined his school district. We loved to play with ideas that began with the phrase, “What if…”
Perhaps our most ingenious collaboration began with the question, “What if we combined volunteer service with work experience training?” Prior to that, those were thought of as separate programs. Our effort to combine the programming became widely known in the community, and then later across the state of Washington. We received awards and offers to present at various professional gatherings. This dream is predicated on the work we did together for over 20 years. Continue reading “Appliance rehab”
While walking the hound one recent morning, I noticed that the sun had yet to clear Short Mountain which was shrouded in a soft apricot-like glow. A heavy frost lay on the grass and roofs. It was a chilly, but clear November morning with promises of a warm afternoon that would offer time for some late gardening chores before real cold arrived. Waiting on the hound and beagles to finish their business, I thought of how, as I age, I identify more and more with the month of November.
Sitting at the table with a cup of coffee, I looked over the back acres watching the sun creep over Short Mountain heating the grass and roofs. Before long a mist rose out of the warming frost and birds began feeding at the feeders. The morning looked better from the warmth of the coffee at the breakfast table because it was still cold outside, but as I had observed earlier, the bright, clear sky promised. I resolved to make good on that promise, and I told Mary Ann that I hoped to dead-head the roses and other plants, mow the grass, and perhaps putter about in my shop. Continue reading “There comes a time to lay it down”
At one time, when Oregon was just a square on a map to me, I thought of the state as a vast green forest dotted with small towns inhabited by hardy men in hunting plaids and plump women wearing aprons. That was when I lived in southern California, a mythical place that might make one think after a while that the rest of the world is hopelessly outdated and overweight. But that’s another story.
In 1983 I prepared to have my preconceptions verified when we visited Oregon for the first time. It was December, and so at Shasta City we encountered snow. Isn’t this exciting? I thought as I concentrated on keeping the car solidly in the slow lane. When we came to the town mysteriously named Weed, it was with a mixture of trepidation and relief that we left the relative comfort and reliability of the Interstate for the unknown domain of a state highway that promised to deliver us to our southern Oregon destination. Coming from Los Angeles, I’d almost forgotten such two-lane highways existed. In southern California even city streets are often four-lane thoroughfares, or at least the constant hum of traffic gives that impression. Visiting Oregon for the first time, I learned all over again why songwriters have so often extolled the virtues of country roads. You really do feel as if you’re being taken home. Continue reading “A road well traveled: Taking the road is better than just reading about it”
gallivantriloquism\portmanteau of gallivant and ventriloquist\noun
- The habit or state of wandering from one virtual or imaginary place to another by means of mediated travel anecdotes or experiences of others, without actual contact with the geographies in question.*
I suppose being there is two times the fun. Or five times. Even ten. But when it comes to travel, nowadays cyberspace is bringing the mountains, the glaciers, the deserts, the tourist attractions, and detailed street views of the world’s largest metropolises to us. Very few places are untouched by it. Very few that can’t be seen and read about by typing a few terms in the Google search bar. The virtual tour of Iceland I recently made on my iMac to prepare for an actual trip there was so informative, the amount of information available to access so comprehensive, it was exhaustive. Scrolling through the sites, I couldn’t help recalling my first trips abroad with out-of-date guidebooks and handwritten recommendations from friends, and friends of friends, and then touching down onto an amazing land and getting around it just fine. Now Iceland is a small, sparsely populated landmass between Greenland and Norway. Continue reading “Word of the day: Gallivantriloquism”